Gud eve Mate
This is Ramki , Completed my CS Enginnering Studies by last year , since i didn't learn programming at that time , roamed with friends , now i understand the importance of programming , but too late , due to family situation i am forced to join an company to satisfy my family needs , since searched job for last 2 months , and by luck got selected in that concern as php developer , because they have asked very basic question, if programs asked i will not be here by now,
by the day 2 they have given me a task to complete , but i am totally scared about how to solve the task , got puzzled , seniors are telling to refer internet and study by your own , i dont know even how to search for solutions in internet , dont know where to get help , what to study , very frustrated about my current situation , i am in a position to satisfy family needs, cant able to get out from company , selected by feb 1 2017 and till today i am very much struggling.
dont know what to do , whether stay in job or exit from this , friends are telling like this is an oppurtanity for you , dont come out of concern , it is difficult to get a job is their opinion , without knowing programming dont know how long i am going to survive ,
Had an thought like to tell manager about my problem ,and ask for some time to learn , dont know will it work or not ,
1000 thoughts coming into head , what decision to take is puzzled ,once exited cant re join is one problem , and being in office without programming knowledge feeling guilty that i am cheating company ,i dont know what to decide , need an expert help , please give me an suitable solution that should not affect my carrer , and my family , since as a last hope i am asking you , your guidance is my final decision , please to consider this message and give me a solution
Thanks in Advance